So I have made progress right up until about 3 days ago, I am stuck at 58kg, which is 9kg less that my HW. This particulary pisses me off for the fact that it is so close to my next GW, and 6kg from my UGW.
All my clothes are starting to look loose and I can notice my weight loss in my arms and sort of in my legs, but my mid section still needs improvment, which will have to start with less salt in my diet so I don't bloat so much. On the upside I rarely eat solid food these days, I try to stick to diet soda, sugar free gum (my new best friend) and if I have to eat it is usually less that 600 calories a day.
My training schedule has been on hold as I am still settling into my job but I promised myself I would go for a walk tonight so I can wear out my little puppy. I really need to do some sprint training and hill climbing but that will have to wait for either friday after work or the weekend as work is kicking my ass at the moment and I am stuffed at the end of the day.
My new sort of friend is stress, because it stops me from eating. Anxiety also has a similar effect, the only downside is that I am not sleeping either so I am rather unplesant most the time. I have been disagreeing with a friend of mine for a while and last night she admitted what everyone else told me she had been saying: That I am not the type of girl she would be friends with usually because I am a "prissy bitch" which coming from her is rich seeming she is the world's biggest drama queen, squealls at least once a day and if crying was a sport, she would win world titles!! I, on the other hand, am pretty laid back, rarely cry in public, I don't remember the last time I squealled, I am into sports, not into Malibu Barbie.
My next hurdle this week is dinner Thursday night with a friend of mine who is a model, and the pressure is on. I love C with all my heart but I hate that she makes me look like a fatty!!! So in preparation of Thursday night I have cut all solids out of my diet, and diet soda is all I am allowed, I particulary like Coke Zero because I get the caffeine buzz (although my cardiologist yells at me for this diet). I am hoping to lose at least a kg, maybe two. The other thing that sucks is that I am going straight from work, so I'll be all gross and she will be all fresh from doing not a lot (she is on a holiday down here). Make up and a fresh shirt may be required so I dont feel quite as bad.
Okay, back to work I go... I had to bring work home tonight as I am struggling to get everything done, and then off for a walk that I desperately need!!
1 comment:
Interesting about your “friend” who calls you prissy. It’s not that she is telling people you aren’t the type of person she usually befriends that sticks out to me, but the negative reasons she associates with you that make me she isn’t the nicest person. I’ve been reading your blog for awhile now and you seem like a very nice, down to earth girl… not plastic Malibu Barbie!
~ Harlow
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