I'm getting there..

56kg :) I stepped on the scales and almost squealled in excitement.. I haven't been this weight in 14 months! I have been fasting since Thursday night, and don't plan on going back to solids until Monday morning as I need some strength. Rolled oats and mayple syrup, I am rather looking forward to it.

And by some sort of miracle I am not even really hungry, I have been rather ill, vomitting has become a part of my morning routine for the last 3 days. My mum has been yelling at me for it, but it is not like I can control it, I wake up at 4am and barely make it to the toilet most the time. I am not even bringing anything up really, water and a gross yellow mucus that looks like my stomach lining.

So here I am on a saturday night on the couch with my sister and her girlfriend (my little sister is gay, and if you have a problem with that go fuck yourself). They make me wanna throw up though, they are cuddled up on the couch snuggling and smooching right in front of me, whispering and just yeah, just the sort of thing I don't want to be exposed to as I am all alone on a Saturday and when I do bring guys home at least I have the common curtosey to move it to my bedroom. I think I may have turned into one of those bitter single ladies.

So back to gym Monday, another reason to break my fast, because I don't think I will make it through 10 hours of work then 2 hours of gym. I'm still not allowed to do a lot of weights, which drives me nuts because my arms need some serious work, but I think an hour of cardio and an hour of weights and streching should suffice, and I will then also miss out on dinner *sigh* meal avoidance, how I have missed you :)

Well keep skinny, I am trying to read as many blogs as possible I promise, and you are all so inspiring.
xox