The last single girl...

It's offical, I am the last single girl in my group... Which now has almost doubled because everyone insists on dragging their bf's around, making me the 3rd, 5th, 7th, 9th and even 11th wheel. I know it sounds petty, but where is my prince charming, why am I alone? But after having my small tantrum and cry (yes I cried, I am pathetic) I had the following line of though.

I can be happily single, not only because I can do as I please, I have no bf trying to stop me from loosing these last 10kg (btw I gained a little weight, stupid dinner party). I can go running everyday, do all the things i love to do and not have to make anytime for anyone else except me and my beautiful puppy Lilly. No one is there to notice that I haven't eaten in days or that I vomit up anything I really shouldn't eat. I am too busy for a man in my life, I am job hunting and hopefully by the end of the month I will have that traineeship I applied for (second job interview in 5 days) so I will be working 6 days a week, not to mention my exercise regime and running around after a very busy little 7 month old.

Well that's my excuse and I'm sticking to it...

The downside however is that in all this misery I sort of turned to food, nothing too large because right now my stomach can't handle anything larger than my fist without wanting to vomit everywhere (thank you fasting) but it was enough to make me feel really bad about myself. So tomorrow is Sunday, all my girlfriends will be off with their boyfriends, and I will be getting up bright andearly for a nice long walk, might do some yoga and even a workout DVD and finish off with waxing my legs and eyebrows before having anice long shower and enjoying my afternoon.

So yes, I will go back to the fact that I could possibly have a job. My job interview is Friday, and it is 11:15pm on Saturday night, so I have 6 sleeps to loose as many kgs as I can so I can fit in my pencil skirt and look awesome, or something really trendy. My plan is running and possibly rock climbing, after not only the benefits of this sport, but my cousin just opened an indoor climbing center like 15mins away from where I live, so YAY!! Rock climbing combines cardio, strength and flexibility, not to mention the mental workout having to plan your next move without falling off the wall. With any luck I will be toned and ready for anything when one day my prince charming stops f***ing around and sees how wonderful I am.

So off to bed for me, I need to get up early tomorrow before it gets too hot for me to work out.
Love xox