Australian Ana: As they are right now...

Monday, March 21, 2011

As they are right now...

Height: 170cm

Current Weight: 57kg/125.7lbs

High Weight: 67kg/147.7lbs (Dec 2010)

Goal Weight: 55kg/121.3lbs (May 2011)

Goal Weight II: 52kg/114.6lbs (July 2011)

Ultimate Goal Weight: 50kg/110.2lbs (and beyond..)

Current diet: Restriction (under 1000cals per day)

Current exercise: approx 4 hours walking each day

Thinspo: Black Swan and any other ballet motivation I can get my hands on

I ate not even 500 calories today, a boost juice and a diet soda but I am yet to have dinner. Quite happy that I am not even hungry anymore most of the time, the boost juice took me 2 hours to drink and kept me full all day. I'm a tad peckish for some dinner, don't know what to have though.

Went to physio again today, and things aren't looking good with 2 appointments a week for the next 6 weeks :( my neck and shoulders are hurting so bad so I might have a hot bath tonight to relax and unwind. I can go back to gym which makes me happy though, I will go tomorrow after work for heavy cardio and light weights, this will hopefully put me on track to loosing the next couple of kg's before my car arrives, with any luck I will be under my goal weight of 55kg.

Keep skinny lovers
xox

1 comment:

Kayla Marie said...: Hi Tiffany! I love your blog. I recently started my own pro-ana/thinspiration blog:

http://wantingtowearanything.blogspot.com/

I am looking for people to share experiences with. I would love it if you followed my blog. Stay slim!

-Lita; March 24, 2011 at 4:13 AM

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My Story

The Basics: I'm a 21 year old living in Australia trying to balance a 50 hour working week, friends, a boyfriend, saving for a house, family and somewhere in there sleep and exercise.

Current weight (14/12/2011) 58kg
Highest Weight (Jan 2011) 69kg
Lowest Weight (March 2006) 43kg
Goal Weight 50kg (or less)

So I have had to let myself go, to a weight that is considered by society as "healthy" However this was not by choice. I have been sedated, I have been nourished by an IV bag, force fed, hypnotised into being hungry, almost everything my doctor could think of to get me to gain weight against my will.

By medical terms I'm not anorexic anymore, but that doesn't mean I'm not apart of the pro-ana movement. I used to be anorexic weighing 44kg and dropping, and one day really soon I will be back to my tiny frame and falling out of my size 6 pants rather than squeezing into my size 8's.

I firmly believe that this illness is a lifestyle, not one we choose but on that chooses us. I don't enjoy spending hours in front of mirrors crying, starving myself until I fall off my chair at work, or hiding away at meal time so I don't get tempted to eat a bit of my mums home made German cooking, but Ana has chosen for me to live this life and I will document it here and hopefully have all your support along the way.