So I had a good weekend, but a bad one at the same time
Dinner was good, apart from being picked on my my girlfriends for eating only a garden salad for dinner with a diet coke. But I fit into my size 8 dress for the first time in 12 months :) it looks really good on as well. I am not sure of my weight but I weighed myself this evening fully dressed and it said 58kg so that makes me happy (I approximate about 57kg for my weight). I hate that my friends don't really support that I eat differently to them, picking garden salad over a steak with deep fried chips and garlic butter. I feel somewhat alienated from the rest of my group, but I will admit I am different. I like salad and dieting and being fit, I like being skinny and won't settle for a size 10.
This week at work should be good, I'm finally allowed to drive so work will be easier with being able to go to all of our dealerships to catch up on what they have got up to whilst I haven't been able to get around. It also means I can go down the street for healthy food rather than gross canteen food when I can't be assed making lunch. I'd love to be able to avoid meal times like the plague I prob won't eat for most the week.
Okay back to fitting into my size 8 dress.. I was pretty impressed by this, I haven't been a size 8 in a while, and it wasn't massively tight either, I moved around quite easily and many complimented on how good I looked, but I couldn't help but feel soooooooooooooo fat! I don't think I will be happy until I see 52kg on my scales, and a size 8 in the pants. I knwo I am getting closer though, I am a 8 on top and I think I am shrinking but who knows.. It was so much easier when I had a bf who I could ask
Okay I hope this week brings weight loss and strength to continue in my quest for 52kg... I will get there soon!!
1 comment:
Ah friends. You love them but you hate them :)
Stay Wonderful darling :)
Xx. Lillie
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