Skinny isn't everything?? YEAH RIGHT!!!!!

Okay so I haven't had the greatest week, I monged Monday and Tuesday, but I started a liquid fast today, nothing but red bull, boost juice, chai tea and Stock cubes (it equals about 300 calories a day). I am hoping to keep on this fast until at least Saturday, or until I get my car (which is now on the 9th of April, WHOOOOO).

The only problem I have is mum, who after all this time is starting to catch on to my re-connection with Ana and in the car the other day when I said something about only having a boost juice and redbull all day, she said "skipping meals is not good, being skinny is not everything Tiffany" and I swear to God I almost screamed.. My mum is about a size AU16 (which is reasonably big for someone who is 5'4") and of course she isn't going to think that being skinny is everything. To me, skinny IS everything!

So my challenge is at the moment, avoiding meal time or if I have to eat, PURGE PURGE PURGE!!! I love work for the simple reason that no one notices if I don't eat all day (today all I had was a boost juice and a red bull = 150cals max)

Physiotherapy has been going awesome (for you newer listeners, I crashed my car about a month ago) with my doctors being very pleased with my recovery, I am mostly pain free and my mobility is FINALLY starting to come back. My spine however is still very stiff and I will need a lot of work done to get the muscles moving again. Another bonus is that it is some serious calorie burning, having to swim and walk and strech and yoga, plus soon I'll start spine strengthening classes. I burn on an average day approx 1000 cals (if I have rehab) and 600 cals (if I only walk). I think this is going to be very beneficial for me if I am consuming merely 300 cals a day.

Okay with my car being arrived in about 2 weeks, I doubt I will make my 55kg weight goal ecspecially with the 2 day binge I had (about 5000 calories in 2 days!!!) but I am gyming 4 days a week, physio 2 of those days afterwards and I refuse to eat more than 500 calories a day at the VERY most. I have no idea what I weigh because mum hid the scales again (this weeks pay will go to some scales I think) but I would guess about 58kg which makes me sick to my stomach.

Keep skinny girls, I am reading your blogs I promise, and you are all such inspirations to everything I do
Love xox